sentiment mixed uncomplete brain thought...

When we are alone,
we always wish someone to stay beside us,
Went there are friends,
we always want to be alone,
why why why...
it always have to be like this...???

Love mean a lot to me,
and it does to much,
when it keep a distance between me n her....

Once she appear in my life,
and flew away like a bird,
now she here again,
does she come back for me...???

bored....

shit... im bored.. fucking bored could someone help me... tell me what should i do now...???

ignited mind...

This is the title of the book that im reading right now.... it is a fucking good book written by a.p.j abdul kalam one of the most famous nuclear scientist and used to be india prime minister... this book is actually about to create a developed nation... but that's not the point that i will take out...
the point is he said its ok to dream.... because from dream we will have a thought n from that we will take the action.... normally people will said something bad about a guys who always dream about something.... but this big guy ask us to continue dreaming.... what a graet leader.. :p he also said this world need a young people because we are better then them... so what we are waiting for.... let's have a dream n take an action toward it....

143- i love u...

hehehehe.... just finish reading kaoru's cake house novel edition.... thumb up for the writer mr. fakhrul anour and the creator of the original story kaoru.... both of u are really great n maybe made for each other.... i mean in this novel field.... This love story are really great n awesome... don't know what to say.... it's just great.... this is my first time read a malaysian novel n it change my perception to the whole malaysian novelist.... i used to read an international novel most of them are from europe n u.s.... yes those novel are really good but now i know there are good novel here in malaysia written by a malaysian novelist n im fucking proud of it... keep it up guys.... waiting 4 ur next big thing....

keep ur mind straight...

maybe somebody will ask what the title all about.... what i mean with that title is think before u do something.... whether it is goo or a bad.... and one more thing don't just think that other people are absolutely wrong and your self are the one who always right....

JAWI in da haus...

last few days there's something happening in my house.... guess what...?? It's not a party... it's not a happy thing to talk about.... but i still wanna talk bout it.... u know y...?? because this is the first time in my life i got caught by JAWI officer... actualy they are not jawi officer... they are some old guys who live here in the same flats as mine who are so called JKK in this areas.... They came to my house n knock the door and i'm the one who opened the fucking door..... They ask whether there's a girl in my house... and i said NO.... there's no girl in this house... go away... (the last 2 word is not include in my words towards them...) hehehe... ok... move back to the story.... they entered my house n check all the room and they found 2 girl in the first room.... they continue searching n find nothing.... because me n my friends already ask some of the girl to lock their self in the middle room.... after a few hour the police officer came also the true jawi officer.... they ask me to opened the middle room... i said i didn't have the key because that room belong to my other housemate n he went out for coffee.... they ask me to call my housemate... but i didn't call.... at last they break the door and found another 4 girl inside.... after a long conversation with the old man and jawi officer we were send to the police station by the police officer that were there since before.... the police officer is a really nice guy... his on our side and ask us to sue the old man because they don't have any right to come to our house n caught us.... but we didn't do it... cuz i think as long as nothing happen to me n my friends... it just a small stuff to experience..... after we gone through all the stuff at the police station we were send to jawi office and they put us in the lockup for a few hours.... it just ok because the jawi officer are also really nice to ask.... they just give some advice and ask us to stop doing what we were doing.... that's it... after that they let us free.... but we still have to go there to jawi office every three month......

(sorry for my broken english...)

loving somebody

i love u.... that the word that came out from my mouth... opssss... nope actually i write it and send the message to the girl that i love... she reply back with the same sweet words that so called love word.... but together with that fucking message she said, she can accept me because i used to be her friend lover.... i dont know whether i should let it be like that or keep fighting for my love one and my happiness...