skydiving

Skydiving is a very fun sport... i was afraid at the very first place, but after taking picture of a skydiver for long... i make up my mind and i finally did it at the end of last year... now it becoming my hobby... i really enjoy skydiving and being with other skydiver change my point of view same goes to my way of life... if they said fear factor is the factor you have to overcome... they are 100% right...

Some said it to risky to dive, and i used to said that to... but more or less i come to know that if u learn and follow the instruction everything will ended up good... Nothing is to risky in this life of ours... everything we did and about to do is risky, even if u just walk around the park... for some reason i thing skydiving teach me a lot of thing... 

i hope someday skydiving will be a favorite sport to normal civilian not like in the past, it's just known as a sport for the army and military services...   

happy saturday...

today is saturday... i don't really have anything to do... wake up early in order to keep my timetable well... i don't want to be like in the old days... sleeping in day time staying up in night time... its fucked up... hehehehe... but still if i have something to do i will always ready to stay up... anything to do means lepak with friends or something like that... hehehe... 

working days...

its been along time i didn't write anything here... i've been very busy with my studies n same goes to my work... i've start a new age in my life by working as a designer now.... hehehehe... wow it was so great... i can claim myself as a designer now... hehehe... for ur info am working in one of popular magazine in malaysia... hehehe.. they produce pc.com,epl and business today... it's kinda famous here anyways... hehehe.. so people call me designer... hehehe... actually what i want to tell u guys here is... i met a gurl from my high school just now n she ask me what am i doing now.. i show her my working place from far... she didn't really get the place where i showed her... so she ask me again 'r u working at that reataurant...??' there she goes.... do i look like a restaurant worker..?? i guess the answer is yes... from the way i looked like n the way i dressing up... maybe she got it correct... but.. she was totally wrong... am a designer... come again...?? an a designer gurl.. don't looked down on me... anyways she have the right to look down on me.. she better than me in anyway... hehehe.. i fuck it... what i know is i am a designer now.. so... stop looking down on me... please... :p

been there, do that...

been there... do that... yeah i know u been there and i fucking know u done that... so what the fuck...?? i don't fucking care... just let me continue with my story... please don't disturb me while i'm talking as i do not disturb anyfuckingthing when u are talking.... this is not a joke.. i will never do anyfucking joke at this fucking moment.... can u hear me...?? u bastard trash fucking paparoni's pizza... i'm not the one who will kick u fucking ass but beware anyhow i'm the one who can screwed your big dumb ass..... watch out man... here come a new challanger.... :x

philosophy...

it's been along time seen my last write in this blog... i am really busy these days with all the assignment and work that i have to do and make sure it's done by it's time.... i just coming back from a short coffee break with my classmate and we sort of have a talk about philosophy....
the question is... who created philosophy and why it is important in our life....?? there are a lot of great philosopher out there... but... where did all the philosophy came from...?? how can the philosopher create the philosophy and made people follow it... how....?? each human being have their own perception and mindset... we think accordingly through the experience no matter where the experience came from.... so... do u think the philosophy came from the human experience or just from imagination or maybe just a prediction from a working brain....?? who knows...??

diary for my girl...

all i want to do is be with u... whenever or whatever i dont care... i just want to be with u... u r my belle of love u r the shining sun 4 me u makes my life brighter n makes it full of hope again... i just want u to be happy as butterfly flew away following their own wish... i hope u'll be happy 4 the rest of ur life... i wanna c u smile like the audion at the fun fair watching clown doing their jokes n i dont care if i have to be the clown at that show... i can be everything 4 u... anything u wish... i will try to do anything... it's just 4 u... but now i think it all over... u with somebody else that u love n leave me here without any hope... but don't u worry baby... i will always here watching ur happienss n will be waiting 4 u... i will keep on doing what i have to do and at the same time took care of u my love... i know it's all over now... i know... but please just give me a chance to just stay at this conner of ur life n watching u from a distance... please...please...please...

my love...

there r alot of girl in my life... but this one is really different... i,me,myself don't know y... i wish i know... i really hope i know... but i can't, i keep on trying but until now i still can't find the answer... this girl makes me crazy n feel down... she's a girl that belong in heaven... i don't know what to say... she's just the girl that i love... i can't tell her that i love her because i don't want our relation stop just because my feeling towards her... but... i can't stop thinking bout her... even she already have a boy friend, i still love her or whatever thing she have done i will still love her and i will wait for her.... for me... i just want to see her smile and live a happy life even if there's no character represent me in her life... i don't care... i just want her to be as happy as princess who can have everything and anything they want... when my logic have been trashing apart i wouldn't care just because i love her... i love her... i hope she will understand but i can't change the reality, and lie to my self... she had gone n left me behind with all my sadnest and complicated heart feeling... i keep on thinking... thinking... and i don't know... i don't really know what should i do now... i fuck up... i ruin everybody life... i don't know... fuck u... who ask u to read my blog... hell fucking go from my side... get the hell out of here.... shit... what is this...??

title...

it been a week or maybe month i didn't write anything in u... so today i'll start writing again after all the busy schedule i've been through all this while... so how are u soul...? i wish u are ok... and i really hope u are in a good mood today cuz im not in a really good mood... im to busy this last few weeks and to tired of everything going on... so i hope i can have a nice chat with u... can u make me happy just for a while...?? i wondering...?? cuz u can't talk... if u can talk i wish u can be my best friend... but sometimes it is better just let u be what u r now... cuz maybe if u talk i cant stand with a lot of ur speach... hehehehehe... just kidding... dont be mad... ok... i think just that 4 now... meet u again maybe toningt..... dont know yet... i cant promise u... so let just wait n c.... bubye... c ya soul...

sentiment mixed uncomplete brain thought...

When we are alone,
we always wish someone to stay beside us,
Went there are friends,
we always want to be alone,
why why why...
it always have to be like this...???

Love mean a lot to me,
and it does to much,
when it keep a distance between me n her....

Once she appear in my life,
and flew away like a bird,
now she here again,
does she come back for me...???

bored....

shit... im bored.. fucking bored could someone help me... tell me what should i do now...???

ignited mind...

This is the title of the book that im reading right now.... it is a fucking good book written by a.p.j abdul kalam one of the most famous nuclear scientist and used to be india prime minister... this book is actually about to create a developed nation... but that's not the point that i will take out...
the point is he said its ok to dream.... because from dream we will have a thought n from that we will take the action.... normally people will said something bad about a guys who always dream about something.... but this big guy ask us to continue dreaming.... what a graet leader.. :p he also said this world need a young people because we are better then them... so what we are waiting for.... let's have a dream n take an action toward it....

143- i love u...

hehehehe.... just finish reading kaoru's cake house novel edition.... thumb up for the writer mr. fakhrul anour and the creator of the original story kaoru.... both of u are really great n maybe made for each other.... i mean in this novel field.... This love story are really great n awesome... don't know what to say.... it's just great.... this is my first time read a malaysian novel n it change my perception to the whole malaysian novelist.... i used to read an international novel most of them are from europe n u.s.... yes those novel are really good but now i know there are good novel here in malaysia written by a malaysian novelist n im fucking proud of it... keep it up guys.... waiting 4 ur next big thing....

keep ur mind straight...

maybe somebody will ask what the title all about.... what i mean with that title is think before u do something.... whether it is goo or a bad.... and one more thing don't just think that other people are absolutely wrong and your self are the one who always right....

JAWI in da haus...

last few days there's something happening in my house.... guess what...?? It's not a party... it's not a happy thing to talk about.... but i still wanna talk bout it.... u know y...?? because this is the first time in my life i got caught by JAWI officer... actualy they are not jawi officer... they are some old guys who live here in the same flats as mine who are so called JKK in this areas.... They came to my house n knock the door and i'm the one who opened the fucking door..... They ask whether there's a girl in my house... and i said NO.... there's no girl in this house... go away... (the last 2 word is not include in my words towards them...) hehehe... ok... move back to the story.... they entered my house n check all the room and they found 2 girl in the first room.... they continue searching n find nothing.... because me n my friends already ask some of the girl to lock their self in the middle room.... after a few hour the police officer came also the true jawi officer.... they ask me to opened the middle room... i said i didn't have the key because that room belong to my other housemate n he went out for coffee.... they ask me to call my housemate... but i didn't call.... at last they break the door and found another 4 girl inside.... after a long conversation with the old man and jawi officer we were send to the police station by the police officer that were there since before.... the police officer is a really nice guy... his on our side and ask us to sue the old man because they don't have any right to come to our house n caught us.... but we didn't do it... cuz i think as long as nothing happen to me n my friends... it just a small stuff to experience..... after we gone through all the stuff at the police station we were send to jawi office and they put us in the lockup for a few hours.... it just ok because the jawi officer are also really nice to ask.... they just give some advice and ask us to stop doing what we were doing.... that's it... after that they let us free.... but we still have to go there to jawi office every three month......

(sorry for my broken english...)

loving somebody

i love u.... that the word that came out from my mouth... opssss... nope actually i write it and send the message to the girl that i love... she reply back with the same sweet words that so called love word.... but together with that fucking message she said, she can accept me because i used to be her friend lover.... i dont know whether i should let it be like that or keep fighting for my love one and my happiness...